
Frost
Heat's offence comes on
the way a blush can
further its pass—embarrassing,
through the skin. I pull away
from my surface—ever so
slightly. What strikes him—
is a stiff north wind, against
the surface of the window. “Jack?”
is the way he calls me. “Jack, why
is it now, that we're suddenly
so cold?”
As I remove the disguise of this
pink skin—reveal its cooler blue
tint from that scabbard, I keep
in its sheath. Icicles pierce my ears—
nowflakes shake out the squall
of my hair—but as I touch him—
softly, brush his wrists—and numb
them, by running with my fingers—
kiss his burning lips—it's cool comfort,
the way my desire shortly stills.
He shivers and pulls that much
further, into the bed. And blanketed
as fear, raises to his chin—it's plain.
“I’m sorry,” I say—but I’m not. “Go
sleep and then forget. I never feel
heat that lasts more than a little while.”
I leave by way of the window,
so he can rest. I hope he’ll forget
the chill—as I go out and touch leaves—
rub my back along the grass—breathe
private latticework, upon the windows
and parked cars. It's some morning
later, when I see him. He lays his arm
around me—and asks, would I be good
with coming by—and could do it again?
“Not now,” I tell him. “I’m cold.”