
Frost
Heat's offence comes on
the way a blush can
further its pass—embarrassing,
through the skin. I pull away
from my surface—ever so
slightly. What strikes him—
is a stiff north wind, against the surface
at the window. “Jack?”
—the way he calls me. “Jack, why
is it so sudden—that we're cold?”
As I remove this pink disguise of skin
and reveal its cooler blue tint
from that scabbard—the weapon
that I keep in its sheath. Icicles
pierce my ears—snowflakes shake out
the squall of my hair—as I touch him—
but softly, brush his wrists—numb
them, by skating my fingers—
kiss burning lips—my cool comfort,
how my desire still, shortly after.
He shivers and pulls much
further, into the bed. And blanketed
as fear, raises to his chin—it's plain.
“I’m sorry,” I say—but I’m not. “Go
sleep and then forget. I never feel
heat that lasts more than a little while.”
I leave by way of the window,
so he can rest. I hope he’ll forget
the chill—as I go out and touch leaves—
rub my back along the grass—breathe
private latticework, upon the windows
and parked cars. It's some morning
later, when I see him. He lays his arm
around me—and asks, would I be good
with coming by—and could do it again?
“Not now,” I tell him. “I’m cold.”

